Saturday, August 27, 2005
*. Th.0.uG*+.$ * ...well ... life ... my prelim started already ... i'm really , very , seriously stress ... i feel like i'm going to EXPLODE !!! from all the stress ... and now i'm doing YP sunday ... as if i do not have enough things on my mind to keep me busy ... so stressing ... i seem to be always involve in planning things for people ... that is like ... sunday school ... i plan games for the kids ... then in fellowship comm ... we plan for parties and activities ... to keep people entertained or happy ...
my gosh ... it would actually be easier if people would just enjoy anything you plan for them ... but you see ... humans are made in such a very unique way that when you plan things ... you must make sure that they will enjoy ... have fun ... blah blah blah ... so stressing !!! but what to do ... i seem to be stuck in this circle of making people happy ... but what about me being happy ? or God being happy ? is He happy when He sees all the sacrifices i make for all these ? ... i don't know ... but i hope so ... then it'll be all worth while ...
hmmmm ... my family hardly ever eat together now ... so sad ... i wish we could spend family time more often ... like how we used to do it before ... having dinnner together every night ... but now ... it does not happen anymore ... haiz ... oh wells ...
pray request ... my prelims ... and my family ...
cheryn ...
posted at 8/27/2005 08:06:00 pm
